Wednesday, October 27, 2010

dear diary: entry #3


I call you my snake baby because you feel like a snake coiling and uncoiling in my belly.  One day when you have a wife and are expecting your first child you will know the delight I have in you in these moments.  These days.  This wonderful waiting.
I pray that you know how much God loves you, how much your daddy loves you, how much I love you. And I pray we love you excellently.
Hey baby, you are kicking me now.  It is a strange thing loving you knowing that you will not know or understand my passion for you.  Or will you? I pray my love for you will be selfless.
I don't know what it is to be a mother.  And I suppose you don't know what it is to be a son. Well, we will find out together.  And I am certain it will be unlike any other mother and son relationship, just as we two are each unique and unlike anyone else.  That was an awkward sentence. But you are my son; maybe you know exactly what I mean.
December 19th 2008

I wrote a few letters to my son while I was pregnant.  This is an excerpt from one of them.  Maybe I won't burn all my journals after all.

outfit total: $73.00

jeans, romeo and juliette couture via winners: $5
boots, massimo baldi, via winners: $25 (I waited and waited until they went on super clearance)
shirt, gap: $12
sweater, second skin vintage: $30
wooden bracelet, thrifted: $1
silver bracelet, tiffany & co.: gift from my husband

Heart: Kimberellie

18 comments:

  1. I love your journal entries...I wish I had kept a journal while I was pregnant...
    I LOVE these boots...I loved them when they were in a winners...tried them on...loved them...wanted them...didn't want to pay full price...then one day I came into work (I worked there part time) and they had shipped them away to another store....perhaps your store...ugh...maybe you got my boots!!! haha

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  2. Oh this is lovely, so sweet. And your boots are incredible.

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  3. What a beautifully written diary entry from an ever-beautiful blogger. Love those boots and yes, I'll figure out the scanner and email you that knitting pattern but ONLY if you promise to show the completed item in all it's glory when hubby completes it. xxx

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  4. So great!! and great boots- I agree with Nat and Penny!!

    I have my first giveaway you might be interested in.. some really cute turquoise earrings..

    http://day2daywear.blogspot.com/2010/10/bethany-jane-designs-my-first-giveaway.html

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  5. Such a sweet journal entry! And those boots are gorgeous.

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  6. this is an all around beautiful picture & i think your son might one day like reading the letters you wrote while carrying him. i know i'd be interested to know what my mom was thinking when she was pregnant.

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  7. seriously amazing job on the photo slash editing slash styling slash everything... I prefer to type slash instead of / typing slash is far cooler. Anyways I'm in love with that photo! looks like something out of a magazine for reals. Also love your letter to your cutie pie. such sweet words. love it.

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  8. Aww how lovely - what a nice thing to do - will you let your Son read them one day perhaps??

    Sal xXx

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  9. whoa. you look so fantastic. are those the boots????? the ones that needed resoling? no matter, they are amazing! as is the sweater. that christina, she knows how to find awesome vintage. you look so great. love it!!!

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  10. That's really beautiful. Am feeling majorly inadequate about the standard of my diary entries now!

    And yet another piece of clothing I want to steal! That sweater is all kinds of greatness.

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  11. Hello pretty lady. Such a great diary entry today, and a great pic too.
    I love those boots!

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  12. Wow, I loved this journal entry. I don't know what's it's like to be a mother, and maybe I'll never know, but your journal entry makes it so much more tangible.

    Oh, and I love and adore your boots!

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  13. Very touching letter. That cardigan is so vintage and cute.

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  14. What a sweet letter! I teared up a bit. :)

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  15. This is such a sweet letter to your little cutie pie! And I love that sweater and those awesome boots--very collegiate chic!

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  16. I love the sweater and the diary entry is so sentimental.I would like to read more of the entries while you were pregnant if you feel like ,of course.Nice photografy! Why don't you do a post with photography tips? Please!!!!

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  17. i love this photo! you look so cute!

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